New Jersey

My trip to New Jersey is not over yet but it is being very crazy !
I had to take two planes to get here : the first almost fell and the pilot had to land emergency , and the second plane I missed .
Yes , I missed . It was the saddest scene of my life , I was in the windows airport and I saw the plane leaving without me , and the men of Delta only said, " You missed the plane , Miss. "
After I cried for 10 minutes straight pointing to the sky , I could remember a little English and I spoke with the people from the company. They put me on another flight , but had to wait eight hours for that again, wait that was boring , but now I can say I know all the Detroit airport :) there is a tunnel that changes the color of light and has sounds , type and has a conveyor belt . I think I went through that tunnel a 9 times , going back and forth just because it was really cool !

But I got ! I saw New York night on the plane , was the cutest thing I've ever seen ! I started crying , I'm an idiot ! kkkk

It was very strange to see Elder Thomas , I did not hug him, no way!

His family is all crazy and soooo cool. Father it is completely crazy .

I went to Six Flags with them, walked rollercoaster ( hate it ) and did a Safari ! I saw an elephant , a lot! ! It was one of my dreams ! I did many funny things there is much mass there! If u do not know already , if not, we can go when u back : D

I saw the Statue of Liberty ! It is very beautiful and inspiring , but it is not that big .
I've been boating on the Hudson River , NY went and came back about 3 times in the boat, I got on the wrong boat all these times .

I had an American Easter true! Painted eggs, hid , looked , ate too much , I gained basket of candy, etc. . The Wesley's sisters won bunnys , one of them is called ' Valeria ' Lol

Today I went also a Brazilian branch ! What a blessing to be able to adore the Lord in my language . It was the first time I enjoyed going to church in the U.S. :)


Love you
good Week

Note: I'm going to NY tomorrow and will see the central park and enpire states , can not wait to see the king kong ! !

Officially

My dear Jacob Hohsfield, 

first of all I want to tell you that I'm officially a single woman now, and I am officially waiting for you, and waiting for be something yours :) I dont know if this is a good new for you, but I am very happy and feeling I'm free!

My week was very good, my birthday was not bad at all, my new friends really surprised me and I really think that I'm the recordist in numbers of birthday's cake in a day, 4 in total! My day was so funny, sunny, and warm, even missing my family, dani and you, I still have a great day. The family that pick me to the church, send a cake for my class, and I receive a lot of texts from the people of the church, I felt special :)

I took the TOEFL TEST again and I scored 523 points, its a really good grade !!!!!!!! I need 550 to go to the University of Utah, so I am really hopefull and studying very hard to get there!

The sisters taught Daniele again, they talk about the Restauration, and she accepted be baptized at May 17th ( I dont know why wait so much time, but...), I am very happy, my first baptism here, and other Dani :) She's almost finishing to read the 1 Nephi! She's so elect! I am a very lucky girl, because I have the best friends of the world!

Tammy came here with cupcakes and flowers (I have never received flowers in my life), and we talked a lot! I really like this family, they're so good to me, its like my real family. Today I spend my all afternoon in their house, they showed me the city and makes me feel like in home, so I realized that its true, home is where you are. Here is my home now, and I need to love that place and do my best.

I have not been the best girl, at all! I'm really sad, because, even been so bad, the heavenly father is good to me, and thats makes me feel worst, but I'm finding my way again, I just need remember who I am and who I need to be to deserve a eternal family, thats my goal, and I'll do it!

Thursay I am going to New Jersey, I bought the tickets but I dont know how I'll get at the airport yet, I need to find a way :/

Dont talk with you this last week was hard, I really miss you, but I will survive! Just more 4 months, only 4 months. :(

Like you, Just you.

One and Only

How are you? What is happen in Mossoro?

So, my week was not good at all. I'm not fine. You just need to know that. Don't worry about me, I'll be ok soon. I did a lot of bad choices this week, but I'm finding my way, my bishop here is helping me a lot! I always have been the people that help someone, but now I am the person that gives help. Its weird, but cool.

Today, one of my friends here at college went with me to the church. The missionaries will be here at tuesday night to talk with all my friends :D I'm finding myself doing the missionary work again, I love it.

So, I was thinking about what I will write for you in only email, so I heard a perfect song! Everything I was wanted say to you in a song. So...

" You've been on my mind, I grow fonder every day, lose myself in time just thinking of your face. God only knows why it's taken me so long to let my doubts go. You're the only one that I want. I don't know why I'm scared, I've been here before. Every feeling, every word, I've imagined it all. You'll never know if you never try, to forgive your past and simply be mine.

I dare you to let me be your, your one and only, promise I'm worthy. To hold in your arms, so come on and give me a chance, to prove I am the one who can walk that mile until the end starts.

If I've been on your mind, you hang on every word I say. Lose yourself in time, at the mention of my name. Will I ever know how it feels to hold you close, and have you tell me whichever road I choose, you'll go?

I know it ain't easy giving up your heart, nobody's perfect, trust me I've learned it.

Come on and give me a chance, to prove I am the one who can walk that mile until the end starts."

I LOVE THAT SONG ( One and Only - Adele)

Just for you know, I shared my testimony today, it was very funny ! My english is so much better, I want to talk with in english someday :)

you're my goal !

I like you so much, thanks for all.

Kisses :*

Your Valerie.

Your email = My Homework

So, my week was just about shoping, cry, study, bad food, home sickness, etc.

I bought a new laptop, a iPhone, a lot of clothes and food (oreo and cheetos). You will love my new laptop!!! But I don't know how to use it yet kkkkkkkk 

My classes started, and I never had seen so much homework in my life! Study english is not funny at all, it's really hard. I HATE GRAMMAR!!!!!! But I like you in the Present Tense :)

I missed you a lot this week, not just you but everybody. Now, I realize how much far I am from the people that I love, and this is really sad! So, this week was not so funny, but I will not be sad or bored, I am very hopeful, everything will be better, I just need to be patient. :)

The funny thing in my week and the most scare too, was the rugby pub! I promisse, I will never enter in a pub again! When we came at there, all the people were men, and all the place smell like cigarrete. I was so scared, so tiny and in the middle of those huge rugby players! It was terrible! I didnt undestood any word that they said, just a lot of bad words!! 

The good thing of my week was go at the church !!!! It's so different from Brazil, but the people are awesome too. It's a family ward, so the only single adult is me (yeah, you are safe! There's not guys of my age and single here just the elders). There's 6 missionaries and a couple of missionaries too: 2 sisters, 2 elders that served in spanish and 2 elder that served in a asian language. There's a lot of asian people! One of the missionaries is from Sacramento, California. hahahahaha 

The family that help me in the church is very awesome! They have 2 little girls (6 and ( years old), they are so funny! The 6 years girl said to me: "You're look like nine!", and she was measuring me with her sister x_x  At the church, I watch the gospel principles, because I need to learn the principles in english (I'm a new member, again.). The class was about sacrifice, and the teacher told us about the parent`s sacrifice for their children, I said "my 'maybe almost future boyfriend' wanna have 12 kids!" , and he said "Oh, that's so funny and awesome!", and I said "No, is not!" . hahaha, I prayed in portuguese there :D

The awesome thing of my week was talk with my dad, mom, sister, Dani, Juninho and Luan by telephone! I miss their voices!

And the most awesome thing of my week was HEAR YOU :)

When I heard your voice, all the butterflies in my stomach started to fly! I am so stupid ! hahahahaha , but it's the true! I fell in love the same way that someone falls asleep: gradually and suddenly, from one moment to another. 

I know that we can't talk about our "like story", so I will talk about math. I'm not a degree in math, but I know one thing: Exists an infinite amount of numbers between 0 and 1 and has the 0.1 0.12 and 0.112 and a multitude of others. Obviously, there is an even larger set between 0 and 2, or between 0 and 1 million. There's a lot of infinest, but some infinities are bigger than others. We had just a few days together, but, my big leggs, you can't imagine the size of my gratitude for our little infinity. I would not trade it for nothing in the world. You gave me an eternity within our numbered days, and I'm very grateful for that. I really wish a new and bigger infinite with you :)

I wish I could you smile when you blush, and you curling your lip when you concentrate enough, I miss see that :) 

Like You. Just You.

Take care.

1st Week

So, my first week was very awesome! Everything here is amazing, its looks like a movie, I'm fell like in a movie (Valeria in a cheese land *-*)!

Don't worry about me, I'm very happy and doing great, you should be here playing piano for me and then will be perfect ^^

I don't have so much time to miss Brazil, but I miss you all the time :) But I'm not sad, I'm happy :D

Everything has to been so funny, since my first time in a plane (I cried and a old lady hold my hand all the time, it was so terrible) 'till yesterday, when I fall down in the snow in the Lake Michigan, I almost die frozen .

Do you think I'm cute, right? its so weird, because all the American guys that I know said the same! What is wrong with them? They think I'm a kid? Lol, this is bullying ! (the police officer in Atlanta airport ask me how I was doing, and I said "I'm fine.", and he said "own, you look so pretty!", and so he let me enter in the U.S. What is the matter with the America? But I really loving your country, I think I could live here (not in Wisconsin, is very cold).

Sheboygan is a beautiful city, but I really think that anybody lives here, because in four days I just see the college people. All the houses look empty, its a ghost city (like the walking dead).

The college is so amazing! Very cool! There`s hot dog for lunch, its almost the heaven! I will starter the English course at Monday, I will starter at the intermediate level, so I really think that I will finish the English course in july or june :D

My roommate doesn't come yet, but I think She is so weird than me, nice :D (she likes pokemon and star wars, and she has a dvd of Bubble Boy, my favorite movie ever!)

Yesterday, I was in a bar play bowling (the balls are to heavy for me here too. :/), I drink water with lemon , was free! Do you believe that?!!!! I just drink good water for free when I was with the missionaries and in my home. One guy ask me if he could pay I drink for me, so I run :D Smart girl ;) After that I was in a party in a fraternity, was funny I meet a lot of persons and I speak English a lot, I think they like me (or they were very drunk, I don't know). We taught them how to dance funk, and they taught me how to dance hip hop (just move yours shoulder back and done, easy easy).

I really want to know what is happen in Mossoro! How was the Week? Someone was baptized?   Who are you teaching? I miss know all this, I really care about it!

Freaken, I miss you! When I go to sleep, I listen Coldplay, and I just can remember your green eyes, like a river at sunset, looking for me, and then I sleep and dream :) I dream with you, and your smile, and your hands, and you playing Heaven :) 

Miss you so much, and I really regret for all the things I didn't or didn't  say. I really want go back to the start 

Please, don't forget me stupid giant boy!

Work hard this week and don't think about me all the time, right?

And don't worry about me, I'll be fine here :) I'll be here praying for your sucess on mission and waiting for august.

Like you :) Just You.

take care my big legs.

Ps.: In my firts shower, I didn`t know how to regulate the temperature,so a took a super cold shower, I thought that my nose was fall down, but don`t worry, it is here (and my ears too).

With love,

Your Little V.